Big Me

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I can’t always be who I want to, I hate myself sometimes,
I hate the way I act, and I hate the way I lie,
And how I can’t deny, the things that I have done,
When I know I’m wrong.

I can’t always be who I want to, but I can fantasise,
Living through shut eyes, and you could realise,
That living is a lie, I blame it on myself, blame it on the way that I am.

And I can’t always be the one, who has to run and save you,
And I can’t always be the one, who has to bend and shape you,

I can’t always date who I want to, hold who I want to,
Be with who I want to, touch who I want to,
Love who I want to, make love to who I want to HAVE.

And I can’t always be the one, who has to run and save you,
And I can’t always be the one, who has to bend and shape you,
And I can’t always be the one, that you RELY on.
And I can’t always be the one, the one I’m not.

And I can’t fight a thousand tears,
But I would wait a thousand years,
To change, who I am, for you.

And I can’t always be the one, who has to run and save you,
And I can’t always be the one, who has to bend and shape you,
And I can’t always be the one, that you RELY on.
And I can’t always be the one, the one I’m not.